Tuesday, December 05, 2006

way overdue

Ok so i hvnt blogged in like forever. Spm is over, school is over. I hv officially graduated from the hell they call high school. Bfr, i cldnt wait till the day came, bt now, i guess it is kindda bittersweet, like 90% sweet and 10% bitter. So ok i did hv a few good times in highschl. I met a few great ppl worth remembering till my burial day. Bt I am so ready to get on with life, in the REAL world. And prom is like 2 weeks away. I so need to get my prom dress. And make sure tht Eka and Shka will be going too. You guys jst hv to go!

I think i hv a problem. Like mentally. No, im not mentally retarded. I jst think too much. Like wayyyy to much for a 17 y/o. I shld be caring abt clothes and boys, bt here i am thinking abt god knws wht. Ever thought abt the world? Or at least yr country? No, not abt wht Malaysia has bt like really think. Wht makes a country? -The people. Honestly, ive nvr been too fond of Malaysia. Its a beautiful country, if you take the time to appreciate it and take it all in. Bt there ws always something tht ddnt feel right. This may not apply to all, bt the people here arent welcoming. Hv you ever walked into a store and hv someone greet you with a 'Good Morning' and not just because they had too, or because they were trying a new cheesy pick up line? And how abt the stuck up vibe ppl send off? I mean seriously, wth? The fact tht ppl arent openminded towards other ppl. Its so dissapointing, its sick. You ppl are gonna think im a traitor to my own country talking like this bt its just how i feel.

Ok hm enough with my random ranting, I need to get my room cleaned. Recycle all the books, vaccum the floor, tidy up my closet. And start packing up my things, im moving in like 2 weeks!
Im off to play The Sims, its all i hv now since my mom is refusing to pay for my WOW bill. Hmph, bye twoheadfish !

-ctnurul

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